Where the name came from
I grew up in Boston's rougher neighborhoods in the 90's. I was always told I was smart and that it would help me get out one day. My problem was that I wanted life to change then, not someday when the room decided I had waited long enough.
The Ne'er-Do-Well label stuck for a while. I kept the stubborn part and changed the outcome.
The machine that started it
I got my hands on an old WANG X386. It was broken, so I had to learn how to fix it. When it finally booted, the lesson was simple: broken things are not useless or mysterious once you stop being scared of them.
That lesson still applies. Computers, networks, habits, bad assumptions. Start with the thing that fails and work outward.
No performance mode
I am introverted, not confused. I do not owe the room a show. Useful, honest, and focused is enough.
People can mistake quiet for weakness if they need to. That does not make it true.